Just Thankful

Thankful be alive, Thankful For Life in general.
life is what we all have for a few short years,My brain is very good,my heart is in the right place.
Sometimes its a struggle just to maintain body wise,Its amazing how high on life I am. makes me wonder how I used drink and dabble in a few drugs,Drinking was the worst part of my life. But I really didn't drink until my baby girl Elizabeth died from SIDS.What a tragic time in life that was. I turned into miserable person feeling sorry for myself.
Lost my family over my drinking,I had already lost my baby girl.It just wasn't enough I had to make everyone else's life a total HELL. If I had the chance to Change all of the HELL I put people and myself through.